There are certain pains that you could fake; pains you could ignore; but there are certainly those pains you just have to endure. It was around 5:45 PM when she called me, telling me he was gone. I can’t help the tears from falling, but I managed to control the ache. The tears kept …
Dear God – Thank You For The Bad Days
Thank You for the difficult days, for the heaviness in my chest, for the chaos in the garden, for the rocky waves as I sail. Thank You for the nights I can’t sleep because the storm won’t subside. Thank you for the flooding tears, for not making me understand the whys behind. Thank you for …
There Is Freedom When We Stop Expecting So Much From People
There is an immense amount of freedom when we start to accept the fact that we are all human beings. Imperfect, flawed and short of everything. We are not sovereign or ultimate, not the greatest or the strongest. We fall and we fail. We are human. And the greatest thing we can do for each …
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The Man Who Loved Me Too Much
In a place I don't recognize The trees sway and I watch as they collide with each other in forces I can't measure I glance above and there isn't even one star to light the night The wind and the world consumed me, I am theirs Thousand of anecdotes dying to come out, no …
Letting Go Is Beautiful
If this life taught me anything valuable it's this: you can do everything and will still find it difficult to chase after people who doesn't want to be chased. You cannot pursue or go after people who keeps on running away from you. And don't tell me I've learned this from one fallen friendship. I've …
This Is What I Hope For Love Â
I hope for love to take me out to dinner on a Friday night at a really nice burger place, or drive me home on a Saturday morning, or just stay up with me until 4 am in a comfortable, cheap cafe. I hope for love to bear long hours of chitchats about how each of our days went, …
It’s Time To Forgive Yourself Because God Sees You Differently
Maybe sometimes we're harder on ourselves than God himself is. And at times, we look at ourselves, and we condemn ourselves for our faults and our pasts. We see all of the times we weren't enough and we believe God is quick to judge and even quicker to abandon and unlove us. We see …
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If You’re Unhappy With Your Life, Move
Oftentimes, we settle for what we think is right, acceptable and safe. We are so dominated by the idea of staying because it feels scary to move. Because it feels frightening to face a whole new environment without the people, the things, or the places we've been so used to. We are so terrified by …
I Thank 2016 For Discovering You
2016 had been a really, really challenging year. Looking back and seeing all the things I’ve been through, I have to say 2016 have left me with quite a few bittersweet morals, memories and marks. But if anything, I owe 2016 a thank you, because of all the things it left, it left me a …
I Need To Stop Giving Away My Heart
I need to stop allowing people to hold my hand only when they feel like it. I need to stop exerting efforts for people who cannot even take me out on a nice lunch. I need to stop being there for the people who are only present when they have no better place to be. …